I was a stone top between the ages of 19 and 24, which are objectively the funniest years to be a stone top. Sex has always been safest to me as an act of voyeurism and deference. My first girlfriend asked why I always kissed with my eyes wide open. “What’s the point if I can’t see you?”
i don't know how much i like relating to this, but anyway thank you for the article :)
ofc wouldn’t miss a helmet girl article 🫡 also not gonna say which one to leave you with the surprise but there’s a film coming out this year that i’m sure you already want to watch that is somewhat about what your article is about
> I wonder, sometimes, if I’d like dissociate during sex less if I hadn’t been groomed online. Hypotheticals like that are not particularly useful, but they are inevitable.
You can't change the past, but I think hypotheticals are an important part of understanding the present and understanding yourself. The way unrestrained technology has been inflicted on young people is a tragedy. The more honesty on this subject, the better.
Seeing your clone on omegle reminds me of the great horror movie Cam (2018).
This is great. Those what-ifs are so hard, like would I be different if this hadn't happened? I feel jealous of people who can just have sex, like it's easy for them as a physical process. I dissociate pretty badly too - it makes me feel guilty for not being fully present.
I was a stone top between the ages of 19 and 24, which are objectively the funniest years to be a stone top. Sex has always been safest to me as an act of voyeurism and deference. My first girlfriend asked why I always kissed with my eyes wide open. “What’s the point if I can’t see you?”
i don't know how much i like relating to this, but anyway thank you for the article :)
Thank u for reading!!
ofc wouldn’t miss a helmet girl article 🫡 also not gonna say which one to leave you with the surprise but there’s a film coming out this year that i’m sure you already want to watch that is somewhat about what your article is about
I literally know what you’re talking about and may or may not already have an outlet to write about it…
hahahaha shoot ! well, excited to see what you'll write about it
excellently written as always, coming away with feelings I am nowhere near eloquent enough to describe.
thank you.
<3
> I wonder, sometimes, if I’d like dissociate during sex less if I hadn’t been groomed online. Hypotheticals like that are not particularly useful, but they are inevitable.
You can't change the past, but I think hypotheticals are an important part of understanding the present and understanding yourself. The way unrestrained technology has been inflicted on young people is a tragedy. The more honesty on this subject, the better.
Seeing your clone on omegle reminds me of the great horror movie Cam (2018).
Loveee Cam!!!
This is great. Those what-ifs are so hard, like would I be different if this hadn't happened? I feel jealous of people who can just have sex, like it's easy for them as a physical process. I dissociate pretty badly too - it makes me feel guilty for not being fully present.
The guilt is palpable and I’d do hard to extend yourself the grace and patience you deserve
great writing this was so good
Ty exa let’s play sts2 soon
love you my sweet very good stuff
Love u miss u
miss u :( soon
Thanks for a great read, and shoutout to Me and You and Everyone We Know
What a tender movie
damn