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ashley hall's avatar

geez now i’m crying. you so perfectly put to words things i’ve only just begun to explore and attempt to understand about myself, thank you🩷

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sam bodrojan's avatar

I’m so glad it spoke to you such a way <3

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sofia king's avatar

this is so real ily

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Quick Illusionist's avatar

I like your writing a lot but this hit home in a different way

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sam bodrojan's avatar

Hell yeah <33

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Opal Henry's avatar

your writing is always deeply relatable, thanks for this 🤍🤍 i think about who i would be “normally” too, the straight path.

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sam bodrojan's avatar

Thank you for reading!

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Hope Rehak's avatar

I hear you on to Monique Wittig-esque critique of language in smut, but I don’t think you’ve sampled enough of it. There definitely is queer smut for queer people out there that does not fall into what you call “Barnes and Noble” smut—probably harder to find, since it wouldn’t be at a big box store like that. But MACHO SLUTS? Come on now.

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sam bodrojan's avatar

TBC I’m specifically talking about the contemporary marketable trend in smut, as something amorphorously delineated from “porn” in a way that deems the latter in a derogatory light. I consider Pat Califia and co to be a veryyyyy different thing

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taylor's avatar

this is wonderful, and v helpful to me in a lot of ways. thank you !!

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